All Things and Sundry

i guess this will be my first blog for this year. yew it took all three months before i get to write something worthwhile (?). anyway ive been busy with tons of work at the office. i really am wanting a career shift and i am serious with that. with how the economy if faring it is only GMA that is believing that with the peso going up, economic development is on its way to uplifting people from poverty. but that part is easier said than done. you can never tell when progress would come especially if you keep on eating the same meal three times a day, or you keep on renting you house as if its your monthly amortization that you are paying your landlady or you keep on complaining about never to full tank your vehicle because everytime you attempt so, the prices keeps on soaring like an eagle.

anyway, if you know word commitment you’ll understand my point why i just can leave my work right now. but having to ponder on it deeper, makes me rethink my stand right not. i guess my family and my loves one should be the real commitment that i should be trying to keep and not just to add up to some other people’s commitment especially if they dont care about how you feel, whats your financial status or more basically if their not checking if you can feed your family at all or better yet pay a decent fare (hndi nag wa one-two-three, hoy hindi ko na yun gngawa). but really i am rethinking of having to leave my job in exchange for a more greener pasture out of this Highly Urbanized City. but having to finally decide about these things keeps a blow on me. its just not that easy.

i am in deep slumber of cowardice right now to face this bigger commitment i have with my family. plus the thought that i should keep some promises and end some projects that i have already started years ago (Mam Clayd asan n yng edited na yearbook).

I just hope and pray that someone would guide me on my way out of this glitch that i am currently in. sana lang wag masyadong masakit.

i wanted some air outside.

anybody who wants to hire me?